I think we both know you're not like the other boys. Sure, you've had your share of crushes on girls, but you couldn't seem to keep your eyes off the same sex. You may have known your whole life, or only figured it out recently, but you, my friend, are bisexual. There's no shame in that, considering that I myself am bisexual. But you've been denying yourself, haven't you? What good is it to deny such a sensual and big part of you? I want you to explore it in whatever way you can. Explore your bisexuality and learn more about yourself.
Added: 5/14/20