You've always been a porn addicted pervert, but recently you've realized just how focused you've been on the dicks the entire time! You've started fantasizing about sucking one...being used as a hole....being face fucked hard.....But you aren't ready for it yet. You've just been fantasizing. You haven't actually practiced pleasing a cock. Get a dildo, or something that can be used as a dildo, and get ready to practice opening up your throat.