Hyper-focusing on being manly is the WORST thing you can do... it is BAD for you! Why not instead try to become a little more... soft? A little more... delicate? I know, it sounds like it could be a HUGE change for your life to take but I know an EASY first step; have you tried just wearing panties? you can still wear your "boy clothes" but underneath? Why not trade in your bulky boxers for a wisp of silk? Trust me, once you make that switch, you'll NEVER look back! It starts with a pair of panties and then? Eventually you'll be wearing FULL SETS of lingerie! you'll feels so pretty that you'll NEVER want to be hard "man" again.. not when you can be soft and delicate.