There's no use denying it - you're a total beta. No woman on earth wants you. Why hold out hope for a pity fuck that's never going to happen? It's time to give up on chasing pussy and accept your fate as a cock worshiping gay boy.
No more delusions about finding the right girl someday, no more stroking to fantasies about hot girls taking pity on you, no more straight porn at all! I want you to focus entirely on bringing your gay urges to the surface until you only get hard for gay porn.