Did you try to escape sissification? Maybe you were caught wearing panties or started to panic over your lost masculinity. One way or another, you tried to run away from your sissy side and threw away all of your clothes and toys.
That didn't last long though, did it? You're desperate to get back into the sissy lifestyle now, and I'm more than happy to provide the guidance and encouragement you need.
Sissies are forever, darling. There's no escape!