I don't know why you're fighting your urges. Let's do a task to help youn in your transition from cis to sissy. Don't worry, you will love every single second of this. Turn on some straight porn. Oh yes, you heard me right. But this time when you watch it, you're not going to be thinking about what that would feel like on your cock, you're going to be imagining your pussy is getting fucked. You're never going to masturbate the same, let along fuck the same! Let's go slut!