I don't know why you're so hesitant to accept your own sexuality. There is no shame in how deeply you lust for cock. Are you worried about what other people think? Get over it. No one cares and I promise you everyone already knows you're gay.
It’s so easy to tell just looking at you! It's very clear to everyone in your life you have a "secret" addiction to cock.
I want you to get over that hump of shame and accept yourself for who you are. I want you to go out and have the sex life you really crave. Obviously you won't suck dick for yourself, but I have a feeling you'll do it for Me. It's not gay if I tell you to do it! Now you can suck and fuck completely guilt free!