You have a dirty little secret - one that's shared by many "straight" married men. You're hopelessly addicted to hardcore gay porn. The filthier the better. You crave gangbangs, face fucking, raw ass pounding with massive cocks and huge cum shots. You're desperately trying to hide your gay porn obsession, but it's only going to get worse. I'm going to make sure of it.
The thing with addictions is that they tend to get more extreme over time. You're already watching the filthiest gay porn you can find, so there's only one thing left for you - moving your fantasy into reality. You need gay SEX, not gay porn! You need to act out the depraved fantasies you've been secretly watching at home.
This won't end well for you. This kind of risky behavior has a long list of unpleasant consequences! You're going to be used, humiliated, and pumped full of cum by complete strangers... and that's the fun part. There's no avoiding your destiny now, you're already in too deep. Enjoy the downward spiral while it lasts, pervert. You're going to ruin your life and your marriage, exactly the way I want it.