This is what you haven't realized, is that you're not straight. Straight men wouldn't get so turned on by cock. You need to accept that you're a little bit gay, and that's ok. You don't have to be scared. It's ok to be turned on by giving another man pleasure. Look how hard your cock is. You're not straight. You want to stroke another man's cock. Don't think, just keep stroking. It almost feels like it's another man's cock as you jerk it faster and faster. There have been clues all along that you've chosen to ignore. Whenever you watch porn, you can't help but notice the size of the man's cock. You love it when they have big, massive cocks. Do you know why? Because you're a little hidden cock whore. You wouldn't be turned on stroking a little dick, you want the size in your hand.
Can you imagine jerking off men's massive cocks for me? I want you to be a source of pleasure to other men. Jerk faster. You're going to love to feeling of a large cock of another man in your hand. It won't take long before that cock is in your mouth. You want to feel it pulsate in your mouth. You want to make him cock, you want to feel his cum filling your mouth. You want him to get off on using you. You want him to use your mouth as the little cum dumpster it was meant to be. You're not straight, you want a nice big cock in your mouth. And you're going to cum to this thought my little cock whore. Because that's what truly turns you on. Now cum in the palm of your hand and slurp it up because you want to drink another man's cum. This is what you've needed. Accept the fact that you've had gay fantasies all along and now you're ready to accept them.