custom: I have been watching your encouraged bi clips for a while and recently completed the 7 Days of Gay series, which got me talking to men online, further than I had gone before. I am looking for a clip to help push me over the hump to finally go and meet a guy to get fucked.
The gist of the clip would be you helping me relax and speaking to my subconscious mind to help me admit I'm gay and come to terms with the idea of actually meeting a guy. First have me do some deep breathing and relax/drop into trance. Then help me admit that, despite my situation (I'm married to a woman, and have never done anything with a guy), I am gay. Maybe go through the evidence with me: I jerk to gay porn, I fantasize about having sex with men, I buy all these encouraged bi clips, I chat/sext with guys, etc. It doesn't matter that I'm married, or haven't been with a guy before, this is what I want. I'm not an alpha meant to fuck women, I'm built to take cock. That kind of thing.
Then discuss taking the plunge and actually meeting up with one of the guys I've been chatting to, and convince me I should go through with it. I'll leave it up to you how you go about that, but my fantasy would definitely be to both suck and get fucked by a guy. You can choose whether I cum or not at the end, maybe not cumming will help me be horny enough to go through with it?
I'd like some humiliation, but if your tone throughout could be more encouraging/helping me accept this, as opposed to hard humiliation, that would be great. I love being called things like "faggot", "cockslut", "submissive", etc. Please use the name Tom in the video, and feel free to pull details from my previous messages in response to the 7 Days of Gay series or the start of the year gay quiz, if you'd like. Let me know if you need any more details or have any questions. Thanks